"I carefully attempted to depict the occasional solitude, loneliness of the soul, and feeling of nothingness, of the otherwise bright and lively Polka, known for her explosive energy. For all the Zains and others listening to the song, I hope I have created a world to keep you company, whenever you feel left behind, sinking, drowning all alone in a bottomless ocean, drifting between struggle and acceptance."
Taiyou ga chiheisen ni
Nomikomareru no o nagameteita
Mabuta o tojireba
Watashi mo kiete shimaeru youna ki ga shita noni
Kudaranai hakuchuumu shuushifu o
Utsu seikatsu no chakushinon
Baka ni natta jaguchi sen no nai kokoro
Kagami wa kumotteiru
Nugisuteta fuku sae yosoyososhii
Koko wa sokonashi no umi
Kanashiku wa nai
Kurushiku mo nai
Samishiku mo nai
Kanashikunai kurushikunai samishikunai
Kanashikunai kurushikunai samishikunai
Aa mou urusai na
Uoo aa doko made mo shizumu
Kamisama de sae mitsukerarenai kurai
Fukaku fukaku shizundeiku
Namanurui basutabu
Kawaita tairu ni hibiku rekuiemu
Sekai ga watashi dake o oiteiku
Awa ni nattenakunaru nante
Utsukushii owari wa kitto konai
Yamashii hitotsu sura mamanaranai shi
Sekai wa fukanzen de hate ga nai mono
Nurete haritsuita kodoku ga hiekitte
Itsu made mo watashi o ganjigarame ni shiteiru
Kono usugurai hara ni tatazunda
Eien no owarasekata o shiranai mama
Yuraide wa yakouchuu
Minamo wa tooku seijaku to akashingou
Hai de shooto shiteiru kaerenai doko mo
Watashi ga kurutteiru?
Kajikanda karada ga hanareteiku
Nani mo kanjitakunai, mou
Uoo aa doko made mo ochiru
Asayake de sae terashikirenai youni
Kuraku kuraku oboreteiku
Namanurui reikyuu
Ichi doru ginka no tsuki sae mihanasu
Evaaburuu somatte wa tsuzuku fyuuneraru
Kawaita yofuke ni moeru rekuiemu
Sekai ga watashi dake o oiteiku
Watching the sun vanish beyond the horizon
I feel I could do the same
If I just close my eyes for one moment
My silly daydreaming is cut short by pings from the living
From my leaky faucet, my unfiltered mind
My blurry visage in the mirror
Even the clothes fresh off my back feel cold and distant
This is a sea with no bed, no rest, no respite
I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void
I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void
I feel no sorrow, I feel no pain, I feel no void
For heaven's sake, leave me alone
Further and further I sink
Into depths even God can't reach
Deeper and deeper I sink
Into this lukеwarm bathtub
The red dripping on the dry floor is a rеquiem to remember me by
There is no beautiful end for me
There is no blaze of glory
Having one single soul is already too much
This world is too big, it's too broken
The cold, unfeeling solitude
Has me frozen in place, shackled and chained
Not knowing how to put an end to
These dark thoughts forever plaguing my mind
Far beneath the surface
There is only plankton, silence, and red lights
High and out of control, offering me nowhere to go
Or wait, am I the odd one out?
Leaving my numb body behind
I don't want to feel anything anymore.
Further and further I fall
Into depths, even a new dawn can't brighten
Darker and darker it gets
In this yet warm coffin
Forsaken by the silver-dollar moon in the sky
This funeral goes on, surrounded by the ever blue six feet under
Its pale flames in the dead of night
are a requiem to remember me by
As the world leaves me a bystander, a mere passenger
